God’s Peace Over Worry

What do you do when you are having troubling dreams about a close friend and you haven’t spoken to this friend in a while, but you learned something about them recently enough that it causes you to worry about them? During waking hours you may think about this friend on and off and it seems you are not too concerned…but then you have dreams that show how worried you truly are?

I have been having such dreams… my second one in about a week or so. I sort of heard from her (my friend showing up on these troubling dreams) recently because she was letting me know she was not hit by the recent hurricane that hit the state she lives in when I reached out to make sure she and her family were safe. However… we are long overdue for a conversation about the things that have been worrying me about her. But here is the thing about worry…

Worry does not add a single moment to your life (Matthew 6:27). Jesus tells us in Matthew 6 and tells us the antidote to worry and anxiety in verses 32b-33: “Your Heavenly Father already knows all your needs. Seek first the Kingdom of God above all else and He will give you everything you need.” Philippians 4:6-7 also provide help with that: “Don’t worry about anything. Instead pray about everything. Tell God all your needs and thank Him for all He has done. Then His peace which surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus.”

It gets even better too. It is written as a promise in Zephaniah 3:17: “For the Lord your God is living among you. He is a mighty Savior. He will take delight in you with gladness. With His love He will calm all of your fears. He will rejoice over you with joyful songs.” So we give our worries and cares to God/leave them at the cross and in exchange God blessed us with peace. There are plenty more verses about worry and anxiety and about fear and since God made a point of supplying answers to overcome our worries and fears, and our anxieties, 1) He cares about us and wants us to live in peace and have the abundant life 2) faith and trust in God alone and seeking Him and His Kingdom first will cast out anxieties and worries and fears, 3) It Is important to God and to us to know how to overcome our fears, worries and anxiety, and 4) God’s love for us is perfect and expels all fears (1 John 4:18).

God has all these remedies to fear, doubt, anxiety and worry and yet even those of us who are saved and spend time in God’s Word daily still struggle with these things and most of us, daily…I am going to add a prayer you may feel free to pray for yourself or anyone else in need of it and also encourage you to read the Bible verses I mentioned + Isaiah 41:9-14 (with attention to verse 10), Isaiah 54:10-15, 17, 1 John 4:9-18, and to look up all Bible verses that deal with fear, anxiety, worry, and doubt. The prophet Elijah had just won a major victory for God’s people in 1 Kings 18, yet when he hears that the King’s wife Jezebel wants to kill him, he runs for his life (anxiety and fear) in 1 Kings 19. Even the great men and women of faith in the Bible sometimes experiences anxiety and worry and God knew we would too, which is why there are so many Bible verses that address our tendencies to worry, fret (Psalms 37:1-7), fear and experience anxiety. God has the solutions and prayer is one of them:

Dear Heavenly Father,

We come before you with all our fears, worries, anxieties and doubts (and unbelief) and ask You to please help us change the things we are able to, accept the things we cannot change, bless us with wisdom to know the difference, and to help draw us all closer to Jesus and lay all of our heavy burdens (the things that weigh heavily on our minds and in our hearts) at His feet and leave them there & help us fully trust that You will work everything out for our very best, in Your time and to wait patiently with confidence and hope anchored in Jesus.

I pray this prayer for myself and for everyone reading this, sincerely in Jesus’ Mighty Beloved Name! Amen 🙏

My hope is that these Bible verses + the prayer above will help all of us who need it overcome our fears and cast our worries and anxieties on the Lord in exchange for His perfect peace that surpasses all understanding. There is also another antidote to fear, doubt, anxiety and worry:

Worship and praise! Praising God for all He has done and praising in faith for what You are praying for and waiting on God for, as if He has done it already shows God we have faith in Him and know He is good and will honor His promises. Singing hymns and other worship music to Him drives out fear and doubt, anxiety and worry because it is not possible to be praising God and worry or any of those other things at the same time. Praise and worship + adoration of our Lord and Savior helps wipe out fear, doubt, anxiety, worry, depression and along with writing God’s promises in our hearts, helps us build confidence in our Mighty God. God is not just loving, God is love.

Please forgive me for this not being my best writing. I am trying to shake off a sinus infection and some other health issues and as you can see…it is affecting my writing. I am doing the best I can to even be articulate. I truly hope this blog post blessed all who read it. And if it does bless you, feel free to share with others. God bless to all of you Faithful readers of mine and any new readers I may pick up with this message from God and me. May God’s peace and blessings be with us all, in Jesus’ Name! Amen Thank You Jesus that You hear our prayers and care about us so deeply, and turn everything around for our good! I love you Lord! 🙏

My Favorite Types of Foods

What are your favorite types of foods?

I love Italian food (pasta/spaghetti and pizza), baked goods (all need to be vegan and gluten-free because I have severe food allergies), and sandwiches made with fresh out of the oven French baguette bread (also needing to be gluten-free and vegan) with like oven-roasted turkey or chicken or like Thanksgiving Turkey meat or roasted chicken with lettuce and spinach. I also love watermelon just ripe and bananas also just ripe, and most kinds of potatoes and potato foods including fries and sweet potato.

Stay Home When Sick

I heard something very disturbing from one of my 10 year old nephews last night. He and his brother have been sick with COVID -one of them for 2 weeks now and the other one got sick about 2-3 days later – and last week they were both home from school and this past week part of the week one or both were home sick, but went to school sick still having the COVID symptoms! And one of them when I was saying I was glad the other stayed home since he was feeling the symptoms and didn’t feel well enough to go, said that if you’ve been sick for more than 7 days, you have to go back to school even with the symptoms of the thing you are sick with!!!!

I was completely outraged! I still am! Who would make such an unsafe rule that a child must go to school sick (or for that matter, an adult must go to work sick)? And why? What makes me even more distressed about this is that recently I was reading that there have recently been a big increase on the number of COVID cases here in San Jose, California where I currently live, and then a few days later I hear my nephew saying a child must return to school sick if they are still sick after 7 days! Did it ever occur to the rule-makers that came up with this rule that perhaps the reason so many people keep getting sick with COVID is because of rules like this that state you just spread your sick germs if you’ve been sick for “x” amount of days?!

Education is certainly important, but the safety of children and even adults is more important, and so is a person’s health! When someone is sick at any age, they are not able to easily concentrate on either what they are being taught in school, or whatever their job is to do at work for adults who are sick. So if the child is too sick to be able to comprehend what they are being taught then why risk the safety of the other children, their teachers, and everyone else they come into contact with? Sick children ought to stay home until they are no longer sick and will not be spreading their germs. Same should go for adults who are sick. Whether child or adult, the sick person should only leave the house to seek medical attention and get medicine (doctor office or hospital and pharmacy) and wear a mask and keep their hands clean with soap and warm water so that the person who is sick does not spread germs while out seeking medical attention and getting medicine to get better/well. And after they have their medicine, they ought to return home and stay home until they are well again. For adults, they can have groceries delivered t them while they are sick so they do not spread their germs to the healthy.

Quarantining the sick is very Biblical, so you know that it is sound advice! I was just reading an article that a few hundred years ago when an epidemic broke out on Austria, they used the quarantine methods mentioned in Leviticus 13-14 and Numbers 5:2 and were able to stop the spread of the disease when they finally decided to do the quarantine of those sick. They were sent outside the city to some medical building and taken care of (food, water, medicine and so on and so forth) until they were either died or were well again. It is written in Leviticus 13:46, “As long as the person has the infection/disease, they remain unclean and must be isolated.” All of Leviticus 13-14 is about what to do if you have a disease or illness. They had to see the high priest (Aaron at the time) to be examined and live outside the camp until whatever the disease was cleared up and they were deemed clean again by the Priest, Aaron. It is written in Numbers 5:2, “send away from camp every leper, everyone with discharge…” So basically, everyone sick with something that could be spread to others had to be sent away until they were well again.

Quarantining was made popular during the epidemic of the Bubonic Plague a few hundred years ago, and people who still use this method today, stop the spread of the contagious disease/infection. However, those who do not quarantine the sick until the person is well and no longer in danger of spreading their sick germs, and those who do not wash their hands when they need to with soap and water and cover their coughs and sneezes and also breathe all over everyone with their sick germs spread their illness to others and it becomes first an outbreak, then an epidemic, then a pandemic. That is how the pandemic began in 2020 and how all other epidemics and pandemics ever broke out in the world. When will people WAKE UP realize that their selfish actions (not washing hands after blowing your nose or coughing or sneezing all over them, coughing and sneezing all over people and placing dirty germ-infested hands on surfaces other people touch, and making sick kids go to school and sick adults go to work) are the reason why cases are still the places where people do these things?! I should be fair… It is not always someone being selfish, sometimes it is ignorance. What you do not know or understand can kill you, or someone else!

It is times like this I wish I either worked on the school board of education or any part of government that makes laws so that I could make it law to stay home from school, stay home from work, when sick and until the person is fully well and in no danger of spreading their illness to others. You do not have to be a Christian to understand the importance and prudence (being wise) of quarantining the sick and making them either stay home or in hospital (depending how sick the person is) until they are healthy again. The Truth of the matter is, that safety of others from disease is vital and not forcing someone sick to go to school or work, but keeping them away from the healthy people, or using the quarantine method, and keeping our hands clean and wearing masks when we do go out to see a doctor and then to the pharmacy for the medicine will stop the spreading of the infection/diseases such as COVID and flu and pneumonia and any other contagious illness!

Safety of others needs to be more important than school or work or any other reason people who are sick leave the house such as going to the movies or any other form of entertainment or to eat. If you’re too sick to cook and have no one to cook for you, either eat something that does not require cooking that is safe such as apple sauce, or if you can afford it, have food delivered. But either way, can we please stop spreading germs and getting everyone sick with the thing we are sick with? Jesus Christ is the same yesterday, today and forever (Hebrews 13:8), so today Leviticus 13:46 and Numbers 5:2 would look like children or adults who are sick only leaving the house to see a doctor and get medicine when it is needed to get well, and after seeing the doctor and getting medicine when needed, staying home from school for the kids and home from work for adults until they are well – and doing things to get well like getting plenty of rest and drinking plenty of fluids like water and apple juice and anything with electrolytes plus taking their medicine as often as the doctor says to until the medicine is gone. If people would use this quarantine method today, cases of COVID and other respiratory diseases would stop spreading and the world would be safer again. God was the first One to give quarantine guidelines, and those who use them are healthier and so is their environment, both healthier and safer! God created the whole Universe and all of us so when He tells us the right thing to do, which Micah 6:8 tells us to “do the right thing,” then since God knows best, we surely ought to do it. I noticed when we do, things are better and safer for all who do the right thing when they know what the right thing to do is.

Dear Heavenly Father, please let whoever You were wanting to see this message read it. I ask this sincerely in Jesus’ Name! Amen

Peace be with you all. And if you agree that sick people should not be forced to go to school or work, and should stay home after seeing a doctor and getting medicine to get well (and wear masks and make sure their hands are clean while they are out getting medical help and medicine), feel free to share this.

Still Living in Pandemic Times Part 2 (Please Read)

Hello my faithful readers,

I noticed only 1 person read my blog from the other day… I am sorry if this is a hot topic for everyone. I also apologize if anything I said came out too strongly. I was NOT accusing any of you of being stupid or ignorant or selfish. I was simply stating that there are people (such as the can driver I had mentioned) who either act out of selfishness OR out of ignorance when they do not wear a mask or social distance or keep seats, chairs, and surfaces multiple people sit on (chairs/seats) or touch clean. If that is you doing any of those things then I know you’re not stupid, and since you read blogs with messages from God I am also believing you’re not selfish.

I still encourage you all to read Philippians 2:3-4, 1 Corinthians 10:24-25 & 2 Corinthians 5:15. I also encourage you to read John 15:13, where Jesus tells us there is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s Friends. We do not have to literally lay down our lives like Jesus did for us. But we do need to think of others and be there for our loved ones and for anyone else who needs us in the ways they need us to be there for them and when they need us. And when we put others’ needs before our convenience, then we do our part to work towards ending the pandemic by doing our part to stop the spread of COVID-19 OR of any other illnesses that are contagious. I am not saying out someone else’s needs before your own needs, just their needs above what is convenient to you.

So again, if I said things a bit too strongly the other day, please forgive me. I mixed my anxiety in with what God was telling me to say. Hopefully this time you see only what God is saying and not my anxiety. And by the way… I am not my anxiety, or my depression. I am a woman of the Most High God, a devoted follower of Christ who loves the Lord and who loves all of you with agape love (the kind of love Jesus has for us).

Praying for all of you and for everyone all around the world!! God bless and may His love and peace be with us All!

STILL Living in Pandemic Times

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STILL Living In Pandemic Times

Please let me know if you have trouble opening this Word Document. I had a rough time writing it the first time, but will try later if nobody can open the file.

I talk about my panic-inducing experience with my cab ride to Physical Therapy and I talk about how we are still living in Pandemic times but people are either being selfish or ignorant. I include Scripture: Philippians 2:3-4, 1 Corinthians 10:24, & 2 Corinthians 5:15. I end it with prayer.

The gist of this blog post is that if people would wear masks whenever they leave the house, keep their hands and surfaces and seats and chairs multiple people touch or sit on clean, and practice social distancing from strangers or anyone they know to be sick when they leave their home, then the pandemic would end permanently. I also mention that if everyone knew Jesus and experienced His love and put Him first in all things (including your heart), that putting other people’s safety before one’s convenience would not be an issue because we would be thinking of others and what is best for them. Basically: we All need Jesus.

Again, please let me know if you are unable to open the attached file/document. Tell me kindly though because I am sensitive and don’t need to be yelled at or disrespected to fix any issues. God bless to you all!

Stay Tuned

Hey all my devoted readers! Hope all is well. I kind of have some new writing but like an outline really. I have to make sense of it before I can write it in here (the outline has been hand-written in my notebook).

Anyone else here ever have something to say and you can get sort of some form of outline for it but have a hard time forming it into a blog (or article or whatever you’re trying to turn it into)? It isn’t writer’s block. I just need to figure out how to put the words in the right order and the Bible verses that go with it…Anyhow, stay tuned! You’re all in my prayers.

May the Lord bless you and protect you. May the Lord smile on you and be gracious to you. May the Lord show you His favor and give you His peace. Numbers 6:24-26

Reminder That We All Need Compassion

Dear faithful readers, thank you for sticking by me even though I’ve been silent. Today I got notified is my 9 year anniversary of signing up with WordPress!! Woohoo!! Anyhow I have something to say to you all and to anyone else who needs this message who I am hoping God will lead to read this too.

I have had this message burning in me for a couple of days now…about compassion. Sometimes people struggle for a long time and then finally things get better for them and they forget to show compassion for someone who is currently struggling badly. OR… Someone has been struggling so long with their own stuff that they forget to have compassion on someone else who is also struggling whom they actually care about!!

Let’s see what God has to say about this: “Since God chose you to be the holy people He loves, you must clothe yourselves with tenderhearted mercy (or the NIV version says compassion, emphasis added by me), kindness, humility, gentleness, and patience. Make allowances for each other’s faults and forgive anyone who offends you. Remember, the Lord forgave you, so you must forgive others. Above all, clothe yourselves with love, which binds us all together in perfect harmony.” Colossians 3:12-14.

And let us not forget what He tells us in 2 Corinthians 1:4 about how He comforts us when we need it so we can then turn and give that comfort to others when they need it. I understand when things are going well and you don’t want to be brought down by someone depressed or anxious or both, but we need to remember when a friend (especially a sister or brother in Christ) is feeling down we are to weep with them (Romans 12:15). We are also to encourage them – remember what Proverbs 12:25 says about how “worry weights a person down; an encouraging word cheers a person up.”

I also understand how hard it is to cheer someone else up when you’re feeling down or stressed out or anxious or all of the above. I have been there a long time lately… But when I truly cannot muster any encouragement for others and do not want to take my mood out on anyone I avoid people for their safety as well as mine. But most days even when I am so depressed, anxious and stressed out I am able to cheer up whoever God informs me needs it and He also helps me find the way to do it too. God is good! And He is full of compassion for all of us (Psalms 103:8). We can show compassion for others because God gives it to us freely. He doesn’t expect you to attempt it yourself. Receive His compassion and mercy and grace and then extend it to someone else/ others who need it be it someone you know or a stranger. Whomever God asks you to show compassion to, do it without hesitating. If you’re not sure what to say or do, then ask Him and He will tell you how He wants you to do it for the person He asks you to show the compassion to.

Sometimes I give an encouraging word (which is one of my gifts from the Holy Spirit – encouragement, the other dominant one is kindness) to someone who needs it at least as much as I do or maybe more. Sometimes I give a care package if it is a friend whom I have an address for to send them something. And I always pray for them no matter what other thing I do for the person. Remember the power of prayer (James 5:16).

That is all. If anyone here needs prayer please let me know. I pray for you all already, but can get more specific if you need me to. Thank you for reading this. If you know someone else who needs to read this message from The Lord through me, then please feel free to hit the “share” button. God bless to you all and may His Presence, peace, and love be with all of us always, & may He heal all of us fully who are in need of it, in Jesus’ Mighty Beloved Name! Amen

Racism and Other Prejudices VS Jesus

What the hell is wrong with people?! They either let greed drive them and don’t care if they are poisoning the people they are meant to be helping to heal (Pharmaceutical companies) or shooting innocent people out of fear (which can lead to hate), or hoarding all food and other necessities because of their dear of catching Covid if they leave their home, or concerned of running out of THEIR needs which is selfish. If nobody thought that way then no one would need to be concerned about that because they would understand that people get what they need, but people hoard out of fear of the stores they shop at running out of the items they need and apparently never getting it back in stock. When will this madness end?!

The answer to all of these problems plus ALL problems we face today in the world is JESUS! If everyone be would acknowledge God and Jesus exist and open their hearts and minds to accept the Truth and receive and accept His love and forgiveness of all of their sins (which Jesus paid the price for on the cross for ALL OF US, regardless of color, race, ethnicity, gender, social status, age or anything else people are prejudiced about in regards to other people) into their hearts and love Him back with their whole entire being and learn to love themselves in healthy ways so they can love everyone the way Jesus loves us then all of today’s problems (or at least 90+ percent of them) would go away as love and peace reign in our minds and hearts and in this world. This rant comes from the email I received from Change.org & I signed a petition to ban guns in hospitals b/c a cop shot an unarmed harmless, innocent black man seeking help. Stop looking at outward appearances in others and get to know a person’s personality and heart because that is where true everlasting beauty lies. And Jesus is always the answer. He loves everyone no matter what color or what anything they are. All Jesus sees is a person’s heart.

Paul addressed this issue (prejudice, which racism is part of) in Colossians 3:12 when he talked about how “It doesn’t matter if you are Jew or Gentile, slaves or free…” and a few other things. While he didn’t extend the list to “black or white, make or female, rich or poor, young or old” or anything else people get prejudiced against others about, the implication was there. The verse ends by telling us that Jesus loves us all. In 1 Timothy 6:10 we are warned about the love of money being the root of all kinds of evil. And there are so many verses on fear and anxiety that I could not possibly fit them all in this 1 blog post!

A few of them that either mention fear and anxiety, or address it in some form are: Isaiah 41:10, Deuteronomy 31:8, Zephaniah 3:17, Psalms 37 & 91, and Philippians 4:6-9, 11-13, 19-20.

God assures us He is always with us and calms us with His love, we can do all things through Christ, who strengthens us, and promises to supply all of our needs through Christ.

The Gospels are full of the love Jesus had for us all. He healed too many people to count, fed thousands of people with five loaves of bread and two fish, taught us how to live, love, and pray, then did the most ultimate act of love a person could do by dying for all of us on the cross so we could be dead to sin, and when He was raised to life again 3 days later, it was to conquer death and to reconcile all of us to God through Him.

Let us all turn from our sinful ways (I include myself in this because I openly admit I am a sinner who needs Jesus every second of every minute of every hour of every day I have breath in me) and turn to Jesus in full trust! Let those not saved take the necessary steps to enter a right relationship with the Lord (to be saved) in faith and open their hearts to receive and accept God’s love and forgiveness for all sins: past, present, and future, and trust Him to supply all of our needs as we have those needs. Let those of us who are saved draw closer to Jesus so we will not be led astray by the panic that has gripped this world or by anything else Satan uses to try and get us to forfeit our salvation.

I said this already, but it is worth saying again: Jesus is the answer/solution to every all problems we/this world faces today and if everyone was in a right relationship with Jesus and we all loved Jesus with our whole entire being, lived like His way (John 14:6), and love and peace reigned in everyone’s hearts and minds and the whole world, this world would be a much better and safer place to live in and most of these problems would disappear completely in time.

And here is the thing: God, Jesus, the Holy Spirit, Heaven and everything else people fail to acknowledge exists in regards to God (or even evil/Satan/Hell) do not cease to exist merely because people refuse to acknowledge or accept that They (God/Jesus/Holy Spirit and Heaven) and they (Satan/evil/Hell) exist. And telling yourself and others that the Holy Bible is fiction does not make it so. What has always been true will always remain to be true and what was always before not true/a lie will never be true but will always be untrue and a lie! Anything not written in Scripture (God’s Written Word) will never be true, and what is written in Scripture will always be true (2Timothy 3:16-17). The Apostle John, who walked with Jesus during Jesus’ 3 year ministry and wrote the Gospel of John, 1 John, 2 John, 3 John and the Book of Revelations warns us at the end of Revelations what will happen if anyone tries to add or subtract from God’s Written Word, and I believe Paul told us in one of his letters to the people alive at the time that there will be people who twist the Truth/Scripture and there is warning about that as well. God’s Word does not mean what we want it to, but what God was actually saying to everyone who would ever read His Written Word, including you and me.

You have breath in you right now, it is not too late to turn to Jesus and be saved, or turn back to Jesus (those who are saved) before going too far astray to turn back. The whole world needs Jesus, and that includes anyone who will read this. This blog post is not meant to offend anyone, but to teach what is the solution to every single problem we face now, have ever faced, and will ever face.

I know not everyone alive today is selfish or racist or any other form of prejudice, or greedy. And I also would like to believe that everyone has good inside of them, and if they gave their hearts and whole lives to Jesus, the good inside of them/you would come out more and more and His light, love and peace would shine through us all to one another. We all need love and peace and Jesus gives these things generously without limit when we let Him, and He supplies all our needs as we need them when we let Him in to help us when and where we need it.

Jesus has the power, authority, and willingness to love, heal, protect, and supply everyone all of their needs and give more than is needed so we can be a blessing to others with our overflow.

Please let me know if you have any prayers and I will pray for you. May God’s peace be with you all!

How I Feel About My Mom’s Death

I wrote this poem a couple of days ago after waking up from a bad dream where I could not find my mom and it was close to my birthday and I woke up with overwhelming grief and write out how I felt in my journal and then I wrote this:

“It has been almost 14 years to the day
Since she passed away
My mom is gone, alive on Earth no more
Since being hit by a car in December of 2017, I feel the loss stronger than ever before

Where was God when she felt unloved?

Where was God when her spirit was crushed,
and her heart and soul were broken?
Why did He let her die with her heart not able to be fully open?
Unable to open her heart to receive God’s, mine, and others’ love for her inside.
If she had, maybe she would not have cried and cried, and given up on living (and recovering from her heart attacks), or made the decision to go Home and die.
My Mom’s death left a huge hole in my heart and in my life.
And the worst part is I never got to say goodbye to her while she was still (barely) alive.

God promises me my heart He will mend
And He promises me I will see my Mom again, on the day I die and He brings me Home to Heaven.
But right now I miss her so much it hurts.
And in my life, there are days I see no worth.
I am putting in energy and time to work through my grief.
Death is a rotten, dirty thief!
But deah does Not have the final word.
My pain and tears, God has not ignored.
My health, heart, relationships and everything else will be FULLY Restored!
By the LORD, my God, Whom I love and adore.”

I also read 1 Thessalonians 4:13-18 to remind myself that I will see my mom again and be reunited with her forever. I also read verses like Psalms 34:17-20, 147:3 and Zephaniah 3:17 when I am really missing my mom and need to know God cares and is here with me.

Thank you to everyone that takes the time to read this. I miss my mom a lot and the anniversary of her death (June 28, 2006) is coming up… So prayers and hugs appreciated and I keep all of you in my thoughts and prayers. 💜🙏

P.S. If there is anyone else missing a lost loved one, I can pray for you if you let me know, or we can talk about it if you need someone to talk to. God bless and may God’s peace be with you All!

Happy Resurrection Sunday All! Jesus IS Risen!

Hey everyone, this #ResurrectionSunday (Easter), I want to share a worship song from Brian Littrell called Wish. The link is to a music video on YouTube of Brian singing how he wishes he had been there when Jesus was growing up, when He lay down His life for us, and is risen again. This song makes me cry every time because I actually imagine Jesus laying His will down at the garden where He prayed moments before being betrayed, asking the Father to please take the cup of grief from Him if possible, but not His (Jesus) will be done, but the Father’s will. (Luke 22:41-44)

He lay down His life for you and for me, and Brian paints a clear picture of Jesus’ life and betrayal that led to Him hanging on a cross, dying for us so we could be saved. And He is Risen TODAY, 3 days later, to reconcile us to God through Him, and also He gave us victory over death.

Take a moment and pray with me please: Heavenly Father, thank You for giving Your only Begotten Son, Jesus, to die for us. Jesus thank You for dying for me and for the whole world and being risen by the power of the Holy Spirit on this day over 2000 years ago to reconcile us to God and to conquer death once and for all for us. Thank You for bearing our sins and wounds and sicknesses so we could be healed by Your wounds, so the power of sin could be broken in our lives, and so we can live peaceful lives here on Earth and then spend eternity in Heaven with You and the Father.

And now I ask in Your Beloved Name for you to draw us all close to You and let those not saved take the steps to be saved, and let those of us who are saved be so close to Your heart that we will not be led astray. Forgive us all for all of our sins, cleanse us and create pure and undivided hearts in us, let us lean into Your faithful love and promises for protection, healing, and provision instead of giving in to any further panic the CV pandemic has caused all around the world, and like You withered the tree that would not give You a fig from the roots up, may You do the same with this virus and others like Cancer and Lupus, and Celiac Disease. Make it safe to give and receive hugs, kisses and other personal touches that allow us to feel the love others have for us, as well as Your love for us. Let Your love and light shine in our darkness and make all darkness disappear from our hearts, minds, and from our lives. Amen

Isaiah 53:5 tells us that “by His wounds you are healed.” If you need healing today, let what Jesus did for us on the cross over 2000 years ago, and his being risen back to life again open your hearts and minds to receive the healing Jesus wants to give you, and believe it is possible. It may not happen immediately, but You will notice a part of you healed whether physically, mentally and emotionally, or spiritually and let that give you hope that in His time, you will be fully healed. And ask Him what you are meant to learn or teach others through this pain and consider that God may be preparing to show His glory through You like in John 9 when Jesus healed a man blind from birth and told the disciples it was done (the man being born blind) for the glory of the Father. When His disciples and others saw the man being healed, everyone (including the man healed from his physical blindness) was amazed and people were praising God for the miracle they had witnessed. And the Pharisees wanted to know who had healed him and it was revealed eventually it was Jesus who did it and then He addressed the Pharisees about their spiritual blindness.

Now I admit, I am still asking God what the point of letting me be hit by a car but not bringing me Home to Heaven, but instead allowing me to suffer in immense chronic physical pain and anguish over it is. And someone spoke a healing prayer and did like a healing the way Peter did in the NT and I expected the healing to work. It worked a little bit for a brief time. I did what the man told me to do but I need to believe there is a reason it did not work and why I am not healed. It is possible that hurts from traumas in my past are stopping the healing from working, and God is working with me to heal from my past. So something good did come out of that healing prayer.

It is also possible to that people who are not focused on the negative or how things are now from a visual point if view could also look at me and marvel that I am still fighting the enemy daily to hold on to my faith and hope in Jesus, and be encouraged by it, and I am hoping that is true, so that my suffering can serve a positive purpose while I wait on God to be ready to fully heal me completely in every single way.

Brian ends his song Wish with the conviction (like he believes it without a doubt) that someday he WILL see Jesus and His mercy and grace, that he will see Jesus face-to-face. And the truth is, that when Jesus comes back, we will ALL see Him face to face. In the meantime, we live like Jesus (the best we can, with help from the Holy Spirit), believe His promises are for us, receive and accept His love and forgiveness for our sins in our hearts and love Him back with our whole being, and trust in His goodness and trust that He will heal the sick (including you if you need any form of healing), protect us from deadly plague and harm (read Psalms 91), and will provide us each with everything we need as we need it (Philippians 4:19). Have a blessed Resurrection Sunday everyone.